for i will not be disappointed again.... and again..

the long awaited news finally arrived. for someone who was very eager to be part of the news, to share the joy it brings, the tell the whole world of how fun it will be, this was never expected.
for i have failed.
the planned and charted course throughout the year went down the drain, smoothly. the gasps and oh's and ah's did not help in helping the man to cope with his disappointment.
for the man himself has failed.
but yet,
opportunities might come in future days.
but for today,
the man learned one of the most important thing.
to be able to enjoy the moment, one has to carefully plan and execute it.
for plan without executing it, as worthless as planning to fail.
there will be next time.
and when the opportunity comes knocking on fate's door,
he has learned,
to quickly seize the moment. take advantage of the moment.

Puteri Gunung Ledang the Musical, i might not be able to buy tickets for the show this time around,
but hear me,
for the next time the troupe is performing,
i'll make sure that i will be prepared.
i will ensure that i will have enough money to buy the tickets.

for i will not be disappointed again.... and again..