+ve and -ve

i believe that one should starts the day with positive mindset, and shall be accountable to spread the positive aura to others. well, if able to spread the vibes to others that would be an extra point.

i believe that one should maintain self-composure, and always think positively. act positively. react positively. and respond positively.

but then again, when waves after waves of negative forces came crushing upon your great wall of positiveness, what should we do?

personally, i would hold on tight to the positive wall, holding to whatever is left off it.

alas, i am just a normal person. one who has flaws. and weaknesses. and succumbing to pressures brought forward by the tidal of negativities, one will; in the end, be drowned alas.

but to measure one strengths, it is not as hard as it may seems to be. and as ironic as it may sounds, it is not as easy as you think it might be.

1. how long can we hold on before succumbing to the tidal waves?
2. as mere mortal will be, and drown we will; how long would it take for us to gain our consciousness back, and swim back to the surface for air?

am tired of being emotionally attached to an object, when the uncertainties are hovering over the desired object and i. feels like riding an emotional rollercoaster, climbing and plunging the graphs in stock market, with little assurance to hold on to.

can we just skip this bloody chapters, and just come forward to express what is in the heart?

am too tired to play this little game of yours.

(maybe a bottle or two of Power Root Tongkat Ali might give me the energy boost kot?)