epilogue to +ve and -ve

two separate events, and two different statements from both of them, made me stopped on my life track, and began to question my current life-journey.

Shall I raise the white flag, and wave it while letting every hopes,desires,wants and expectations go,together with the wind to far far away.

Or shall I act as if it was nothing,therefore continue hoping that some day,all will be good back?

One thing for sure, I will stand firm with the decision. i guess. you know how fickle-minded i am :)

The irony part is, earlier this morning I was there spreading the words of positive-ness. And by noon,I was way rock bottom with her statement. really demotivated. serious

GOD does work in mysterious ways. :)

now i feel like i just don't care. because i guess deep inside, i have the power to change my fate and destiny.

unless, kalau dah bukan rezeki la kan? harap2 janganlaa yang dikendong berciciran, yang dikejar terlepas dari genggaman.