it shows that i am, after all, still human.
an email titled "Mencari yg POSITIF dalam perkara yg NEGATIF" helped in re-strengthening back my confidence level. not that i was living in the past all the time, but throughout my attempts to get out of the place called rock bottom, those small things are my life line.
and then, something struck hard in my head.
i've been complaining and venting my dissatisfaction and sadness and grief and bad things here. a lot. instead of sharing whatever good things that happened to me, i decided to share not-so-good things here. and let me be honest, it was kinda depressing to read all them back. it's like i decided not to let the gone be bygone.
perhaps this is my type of anger-management, perhaps? one of the ways to manage the depressions. wrote your hearts out, and let the whole internet community to read it. hahaha. good idea kan? luckily, i do have some common sense as not to reveal every details. :)
oh btw, for the record, i still owe you guys updates on my latest trip to East Coast, my review on I am Muslim, and the long -forgotten Personality Plus.
will try to do some catch-up later la kot.
:)
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