time is an essence

fellow HYPErs komiti members are to convene tomorrow, for a short meeting plus heart-to-heart session.

hopefully everything went well. it has been about 6 months kot since the appointment, and the team is yet to do something wild and beyond imagination. well, to be honest, with the appointment, somehow the bosses realised that we do have the potentials, thus the extra work and job being passed to us.

i mean, there was the time when i had time to "melawat kawasan" aound 5.15pm, after office hour. now, i barely have time for me to even pusing2 my own level.*

*calculation of time available time for melawat kawasan is as this formula =>

8 hours - (normal time spent on completing assignment + time for spamming + time to surf the internet + time for useless and gibberish chatting + time spent for making phone calls + low productivity time)

but i am firm believer on this quote,

"i got time~"

this one is for Iqbal Harris

bro, this post is specially dedicated for you

standing L-R:
Iqbal the doctor-to-be; Mior the-chef-to-be-soon-to-fly-to-UK; Wafir the engineer; Rizal the auditor

Royal Rumble 2008

my pick for this year's Royal Rumble winner:

the Loud Mr Kennedy..Kennedy..

dunno why. well, other than the fact that he had to drop his Money-In-The-Bank contract due to his injury middle last year, Mr Kennedy has been consistently performing well with the feud with Shawn Michael. it would be interesting to see if WWE decides for Mr Kennedy to start a feud with the Ultimate Opportunist Edge, since it was Edge that took the MitB, and cashed it to win the WWE championship from John Cena. Mr Kennedy VS Edge.. that should be the match for this year's WrestleMania.

yeap. i am predicting that the final 4 would be the uprising WWE superstars: Mr Kennedy, CM Punk, Shelton Benjamin and Umaga.

oh please, oh the Power-To-Be, please give the win to these young superstars. Please delete the likes of HHH, Undertaker, Shawn Michaels, or even Mick Foley from winning this year's Royal Rumble.

Edge vs Rey Mysterio: well, the new Guerreros will definitely play a major role in ensuring Edge retains the championship belt.

Jeff Hardy vs Randy Orton: Man.. as much as i'd love to see Hardy wins, i am a big fan of Randy Orton since his early days with Evolution. Randy is doing a good job living up with his character as The Legend Killer. he's a good heel. a heel champion. and he will retain the championship belt as well.

i truly believe that there will be no belt changing hands on this PPV. however, at subsequent PPVs, yes, we will see new champions.

Ric Flair vs MVP: Look, the Naitch is not retiring now. he could not. only the Man will retire him, and it will be done at WrestleMania. however, i'll be expecting some awesome from the power-rangers wannabe MVP. and the match will end with the Nature Boy wins the match, due to DQ by MVP, and the Nature Boy will bleed like hell. or even, be in serious injuries. well, injuries could justify the ending for "Career Threatening Match".

Y2J vs JBL: match of acronyms :) i am a self-professed jericho-holics. therefore, to see him not winning the WWE title from Randy Orton was a bit let down. especially after the Save_Us_Y2J campaign. nevertheless, putting him against JBL is a good approach. it shows that how big or famous you are, you just can never just come in and expect to win the title instantly. Y2J will win this fight. and expect this feud to continue till WrestleMania, this March.

the road to WrestleMania begins with Royal Rumble!!!


post Royal Rumble note:

well, most of my predictions hit right on the bullseyes! well technically. altho i must say my reasonings were way-off course!

the surprise of the night sure had to be the return of John Cena. seriously, i never thot this is coming. well, for sure we all knew beforehand that Cena will make an appearance at Royal Rumble.. but to be the entrant #30, and won the Rumble by defeating Triple H... that was awesome!

(OK, for the record i am not cena-basher, nor cena-lover.. i just like his methods and charisma. well, the fact that ira cheers for Cena makes a good point, tho hehe)

with the return of Cena, where will Hardy falls in then? my speculation? cena, hardy, HHH and Mr Kennedy will participate in the Elimination Chamber (at No Way Out) for the right to face Orton at WrestleMania. and please... please don't make it a triple-threat match please. three is just too much. hehe

i will return back tomorrow for my RAW thoughts and comments. till then,

Misterrrrrr Kennnnnedddddyyyyyyyyyyyyy............





Kennedy...

Public Announcement

dear friends,

inspired by ir1nny sunshine, what with her monthly challenges and what's not, i decided that this year shall be the year of me improving meself. mentally and physically.

so, what is this monthly challenge is all about? it's basically like, i'll declare my target(s) or objective(s) for that particular month or period of time, and i will try my best to achieve them. so, what will drive me to do so? praise the Lord for the internet and blog. by publicly declaring my target(s), i'm sure i'll be motivated to achieve whatever i intend to do so. i mean, it's the added pressure that adds some fun to this thing kan?and i for sure can rely on my loyal readers (you know who you are, altho i firmly believe i couldn't confirm that for sure), to always remind me and keeping tabs on me.

boleh kan?

so, next time you're browsing thru my page, don't forget to read my current challenge(s), and updates (if there is any..hehehe) !!

oh btw, don't expect extravagant things la kot i.e lose 10kg in January, save rm600 in February etc etc. simple challenges je kot.

shall we?

klcc

prologue

thousand apologies, dear friends. i apologised for the negativity in my previous entries.

it shows that i am, after all, still human.

an email titled "Mencari yg POSITIF dalam perkara yg NEGATIF" helped in re-strengthening back my confidence level. not that i was living in the past all the time, but throughout my attempts to get out of the place called rock bottom, those small things are my life line.

and then, something struck hard in my head.

i've been complaining and venting my dissatisfaction and sadness and grief and bad things here. a lot. instead of sharing whatever good things that happened to me, i decided to share not-so-good things here. and let me be honest, it was kinda depressing to read all them back. it's like i decided not to let the gone be bygone.

perhaps this is my type of anger-management, perhaps? one of the ways to manage the depressions. wrote your hearts out, and let the whole internet community to read it. hahaha. good idea kan? luckily, i do have some common sense as not to reveal every details. :)

oh btw, for the record, i still owe you guys updates on my latest trip to East Coast, my review on I am Muslim, and the long -forgotten Personality Plus.

will try to do some catch-up later la kot.

:)

At the Funeral

At my funeral,
As the undertaker slowly lowered my corpse,
As the people on the ground above reciting yasin and ummulkitab for me,
I wonder,
Who shall be at my funeral?

Of course not you, beloved best friends.
It kills me to know I am making u sad, more if you cried.
For sure not my family members,
For our love is so strong, i'm afraid they could not accept what has been written by the Almighty. And I love them.

How about those who i've fallen in love to?
My wife?
Please don't attend my funeral. For I need you at my death bed. And then,as the old saying goes, till death do us part. And part we must.
My children?
They should be with my ex-wife.remind her that the living should continue living. And let the dead to rest.

My enemies? I need to them at my death bed too, for I seek their forgiveness for whatever I might done that caused the hatred.
My ex-girlfriends? At the death bed as well. For I need them to know that I am sorry for my misdoings and misgivings.
After all, we are all humans.

Then who shall I invite to my funeral?

Those who praised me a lot, I guess. To serve as reminder that we are all humans, indeed.
Those who wanted to see me dead, perhaps.

I'd love to have the angels at my funeral. Bringing me good news from heaven.

And for that, I shall live my life as how I should be living.
To always count my blessings.
To always stay to the true path, lest be straying away from it.

To gain the blessings from the Almighty.
For me to have a wonderful life in the afterlife.

Remember Death

amazingly, those words flowed into my mind, as i was waiting for the 9.30 show of I am Legend at TGC KLCC just now. as i was being escalated by the escalator, ideas came flowing to me. who shall i invite to my funeral? i mean, we have long lists of invited people to our housewarming party, birthday party, post-graduation party, weekend party, and the list goes on. but do we actually have a list of invited guests to our own funeral?

you told me that you were uncomfortable asyik going out with me, and when i've apologised you told me not to merajuk? then all of a sudden you said that we shall meet up coz you want to clarify some matters with me? huh?

remember the past entry about the +ve and -ve thingy? well, i was having a hunch that not-too-good news are coming. and i was kinda expecting this to happen. entahla, basic instinct kot? hehehe

well, i just deleted some statement that sounded negative.
i believe the way to go now is to always maintain this positive mindset and thinking.

well, it helps la kan?

epilogue to +ve and -ve

two separate events, and two different statements from both of them, made me stopped on my life track, and began to question my current life-journey.

Shall I raise the white flag, and wave it while letting every hopes,desires,wants and expectations go,together with the wind to far far away.

Or shall I act as if it was nothing,therefore continue hoping that some day,all will be good back?

One thing for sure, I will stand firm with the decision. i guess. you know how fickle-minded i am :)

The irony part is, earlier this morning I was there spreading the words of positive-ness. And by noon,I was way rock bottom with her statement. really demotivated. serious

GOD does work in mysterious ways. :)

now i feel like i just don't care. because i guess deep inside, i have the power to change my fate and destiny.

unless, kalau dah bukan rezeki la kan? harap2 janganlaa yang dikendong berciciran, yang dikejar terlepas dari genggaman.

+ve and -ve

i believe that one should starts the day with positive mindset, and shall be accountable to spread the positive aura to others. well, if able to spread the vibes to others that would be an extra point.

i believe that one should maintain self-composure, and always think positively. act positively. react positively. and respond positively.

but then again, when waves after waves of negative forces came crushing upon your great wall of positiveness, what should we do?

personally, i would hold on tight to the positive wall, holding to whatever is left off it.

alas, i am just a normal person. one who has flaws. and weaknesses. and succumbing to pressures brought forward by the tidal of negativities, one will; in the end, be drowned alas.

but to measure one strengths, it is not as hard as it may seems to be. and as ironic as it may sounds, it is not as easy as you think it might be.

1. how long can we hold on before succumbing to the tidal waves?
2. as mere mortal will be, and drown we will; how long would it take for us to gain our consciousness back, and swim back to the surface for air?

am tired of being emotionally attached to an object, when the uncertainties are hovering over the desired object and i. feels like riding an emotional rollercoaster, climbing and plunging the graphs in stock market, with little assurance to hold on to.

can we just skip this bloody chapters, and just come forward to express what is in the heart?

am too tired to play this little game of yours.

(maybe a bottle or two of Power Root Tongkat Ali might give me the energy boost kot?)

1st day of 2008

"hey, dah bangun belum? ni dah pukul sepuluh dah!"
"dah bangun dah.. tengah layan Tokyo Drift..hehe"
"ceit! kata smalam kalo sapa bangun dulu kena call yg lain. anyway, hari ni jadi kan?"
"yeap.. kul berapa dowh? cambest la plak layan crite ni balik"
"kol sebelas laa. the girls camne?"
"aku dah mesej dah semalam. so far baru nodi je yg reply. she mite not datang kot"
"xpela.. aku call syeena and alia. ko call bai and nodi"
"orais.. c ya later."

*hang up*

took a glance at the phone, and it was 10.15am. well, i guess i should get going then. have to be there by 11am.

on 2nd thought, a short nap won't hurt, either. screw the movie. i'm doing what is best for myself and my health. sleep. 10 minutes nap. that is what i need rite now. then, hit the shower and get ready for brunch. and yeah, i better call the girls to inform them.

........

it's 10.35am. shoot!