shout when you are winning

i know..i know..my entries is basi already..while others update their precious blogs, i left it to rot. but fret not. now i am able to find a little space for me to post an entry.

had my first roller-coaster experience, thanks to the Corkscrew. before that i had the Flying Coaster ride. Right after i finished riding the Corkscrew, went to the Space Shot ride.

the feeling by knowing that you managed to overcome your fear is unspeakable. that's why i shouted all the way.

when the roller coaster is starting to going down the track, you feel that you are going to fall. when the ride is making a double-sometimes-triple loops, you feel like somehow you are going to fall flat on your back. when you are experiencing a free fall from on top of a highland, you feel as if fear is conquering you. that's when you felt like crying. that's when fear comes creeping.

i shouted when i rode the flying coaster, and shouted again when the Corkscrew roller coaster is making a double loop. but man, i really lete everything go when i rode the Space Shot. when it started to fall, my butt was hovering. that's when the fear comes.

and i overcome the fear, by acknowledging it. yes, i am afraid..so i shouted to show and tell the world that i am afraid. luckily i was able to re-assert the calmness inside me. that's when i shouted louder. the feeling of the triumph in overcoming the fear is unspeakable. can onlt be expressed by shouting the heart out. and so, i celebrated my victory by shouting throughout the free fall.

back on the ground, when i'm done with ride, my friends came to me and say, "Mil, kuat gile ko jerit. Kitorang ingat ko mengamuk ke apa tadi. Gile kuat ah ko jerit"

it was the satisfaction that drove me to shout.
*sigh* how i miss MC cheering squad.

-signing off-