what book are you reading?

it's always the same cycle.

boy meets girl. boy befriends girl. boy become girl's good friend. girl shares stories with boy. boy falls for girl. girl falls for other boy. both of them just friends.


been wanting to ask her, on how actually she came up with the conclusion that although i'm a happy and cheerful person, i'm actually "pemarah". was surprised when she posed me that statement. and the thing is i had to agree with her. well, only those selected few had the opportunity of seeing me lost my temper.

she told me that it is true that a happy and cheerful person has that "temper" within him/her.

oh, so it was a general theory. she was trying to prove that theory by confirming it with me. and i thought that she has this technique of reading people's behaviour.

but then again, quoting from my best buddy-soon-to-fly-to-vienna, i am an open book. it is easy to read me.

am i?

LOL

of all transfer rumours i read from BBC, this is the most hilarious!

MCKK should be in league of its own

u see, basically i'm the type who doesn't give a shit when people who clearly is politically-illiterate talked about their point of view in terms of what is happening now, with all the political statement and allegations.
u guys can write and share your view with the rest of the world, and i couldn't care less, regardless of whether those "facts" are indeed true or just stupid unfounded baseless rumours.

but when you talk shit about my alma-mater? that's another thing.

MCKK should be in league of its own <-- click here

read the comments below.
two words for those people.
You can kiss my beautiful arses and go straight to hell and fark urself.

oh, tu lebih dari two words.

ni yang buat aku tetibe nak nyanyi lagu motherrussia. oh, which by the way, Russia will be in the SEMI FINAL!!! woohoooo

saturday n sunday

in order to move on, i had to forget everything about her.

thus, regardless of how stunningly beautiful she was today, i had to ignore her. pretended as if she isn't there.

and i think i'm doing a stupid mistake by writing down about it here. this is sooo not going to help me in anyway.

OK, time to move on.

oh btw, Selamat Pengantin Baru to Kimi and Sha!

kimi is a bloke i knew back in 2003/2004, and we became good friends. we even initiated the SVU, together with Pe'et, Cipoi and Anas.

sha was introduce to me by myself, when i took the initiative to get to know her during our 1st year. we were in a mountain climbing expedition, and it all began during the 1st night of camping.

here's to a blessed and wonderful years ahead, lads!

wtf?

he should informed me earlier.

and now, all i could be is watching from the afar, like an ignorant bystanders, while he struggled all this while.

shit man, this year's like a cursed year for us Kelab Am peeps. well, in love life la kan. putus tunang, end of 5++ years old of relationship, rejection all the way, and luckily one of us maintained steady.. well, he's maintaining his single-dom. which upon translation, still no luck.

to my brothers, i can only wish you all the best. and i am truly sorry for not being able to be there for you guys. seriously guys.

sorry, from the deepest of my heart.

another screw up.

i just had to let her know. since it's hard to meet her face to face nowadays, i had to resort to the useless means of communication.
sms.

and the consequences,

i screwed it up again, big time.
and she replied with kind words, telling me dat d time will come, dat's for sure.
this time, i threw away my optimist hat, and don the pessimist mask.
and from it, i deciphered those words as "NO".

nevertheless, i'm quite relieved for i finally managed to let it out.
and now, i'm ready to move on.

the brick wall has been smashed. and there is nothing there for me.

at least, now i can breathe easily.

my personalDNA

i am teruja!

she asked me,
"what do you think of traveling rough and low budget?"
"still classifies. i don't want to jinx it"

clues given by her: train, beautiful architectures.

suddenly petang tadi, sense of excitement came rushing into me.

i am soo teruja!

please oh please.. lets make it happen!

police line - do not cross

since we arrived quite early yesterday, it was around 7pm, while the P Ramlee the Musical starts at 8.30pm, Alia requested for us to go someplace for early dinner. so we went to Kg Baru, and pusing2 to find this Kedai Bot at Jalan Daud.

had a good conversation about it's high time to move on, someone who i just knew, company bonus, shitty politician, and PPA. (hurmm... two of my bestfriends are getting good ratings. i wonder, i pulak bila ek?)

now that i have decided to move on, should a time comes when i might be given the chance to cross over the police line, will i have the courage to say "No, i don't want to. Enough is enough"? or would i succumb to "sekejappppp je"?

entahla.

beautiful weekend

saturday, 14th June

had a fanta-licious time playing paintball at Bukit Cerakah! am looking forward for next outing. should be around august la kot. please??

the 2nd season of P Ramlee the Musical is awesome! Musly Ramlee IS P Ramlee!
so, people asked, which one is better?
i must say, the 1st season's strength is at its storyline and plots. and not forgetting the "we are very happy... we're feeling so lucky~~~".
the 2nd season? my goodness. the acting, the singing. it's like watching P Ramlee himself on the stage, acting a character based on him.

sunday, 15th June

supposedly got 2 plans:
out with a friend OR go to office.

unfortunately, neither happpened. ended up, spent most of my free time catching up on the precious sleep.

thot of going out to watch a movie or something, tapi tak jadi. *sigh*