LOL

of all transfer rumours i read from BBC, this is the most hilarious!

MCKK should be in league of its own

u see, basically i'm the type who doesn't give a shit when people who clearly is politically-illiterate talked about their point of view in terms of what is happening now, with all the political statement and allegations.
u guys can write and share your view with the rest of the world, and i couldn't care less, regardless of whether those "facts" are indeed true or just stupid unfounded baseless rumours.

but when you talk shit about my alma-mater? that's another thing.

MCKK should be in league of its own <-- click here

read the comments below.
two words for those people.
You can kiss my beautiful arses and go straight to hell and fark urself.

oh, tu lebih dari two words.

ni yang buat aku tetibe nak nyanyi lagu motherrussia. oh, which by the way, Russia will be in the SEMI FINAL!!! woohoooo

saturday n sunday

in order to move on, i had to forget everything about her.

thus, regardless of how stunningly beautiful she was today, i had to ignore her. pretended as if she isn't there.

and i think i'm doing a stupid mistake by writing down about it here. this is sooo not going to help me in anyway.

OK, time to move on.

oh btw, Selamat Pengantin Baru to Kimi and Sha!

kimi is a bloke i knew back in 2003/2004, and we became good friends. we even initiated the SVU, together with Pe'et, Cipoi and Anas.

sha was introduce to me by myself, when i took the initiative to get to know her during our 1st year. we were in a mountain climbing expedition, and it all began during the 1st night of camping.

here's to a blessed and wonderful years ahead, lads!

wtf?

he should informed me earlier.

and now, all i could be is watching from the afar, like an ignorant bystanders, while he struggled all this while.

shit man, this year's like a cursed year for us Kelab Am peeps. well, in love life la kan. putus tunang, end of 5++ years old of relationship, rejection all the way, and luckily one of us maintained steady.. well, he's maintaining his single-dom. which upon translation, still no luck.

to my brothers, i can only wish you all the best. and i am truly sorry for not being able to be there for you guys. seriously guys.

sorry, from the deepest of my heart.

another screw up.

i just had to let her know. since it's hard to meet her face to face nowadays, i had to resort to the useless means of communication.
sms.

and the consequences,

i screwed it up again, big time.
and she replied with kind words, telling me dat d time will come, dat's for sure.
this time, i threw away my optimist hat, and don the pessimist mask.
and from it, i deciphered those words as "NO".

nevertheless, i'm quite relieved for i finally managed to let it out.
and now, i'm ready to move on.

the brick wall has been smashed. and there is nothing there for me.

at least, now i can breathe easily.

my personalDNA

i am teruja!

she asked me,
"what do you think of traveling rough and low budget?"
"still classifies. i don't want to jinx it"

clues given by her: train, beautiful architectures.

suddenly petang tadi, sense of excitement came rushing into me.

i am soo teruja!

please oh please.. lets make it happen!

police line - do not cross

since we arrived quite early yesterday, it was around 7pm, while the P Ramlee the Musical starts at 8.30pm, Alia requested for us to go someplace for early dinner. so we went to Kg Baru, and pusing2 to find this Kedai Bot at Jalan Daud.

had a good conversation about it's high time to move on, someone who i just knew, company bonus, shitty politician, and PPA. (hurmm... two of my bestfriends are getting good ratings. i wonder, i pulak bila ek?)

now that i have decided to move on, should a time comes when i might be given the chance to cross over the police line, will i have the courage to say "No, i don't want to. Enough is enough"? or would i succumb to "sekejappppp je"?

entahla.

beautiful weekend

saturday, 14th June

had a fanta-licious time playing paintball at Bukit Cerakah! am looking forward for next outing. should be around august la kot. please??

the 2nd season of P Ramlee the Musical is awesome! Musly Ramlee IS P Ramlee!
so, people asked, which one is better?
i must say, the 1st season's strength is at its storyline and plots. and not forgetting the "we are very happy... we're feeling so lucky~~~".
the 2nd season? my goodness. the acting, the singing. it's like watching P Ramlee himself on the stage, acting a character based on him.

sunday, 15th June

supposedly got 2 plans:
out with a friend OR go to office.

unfortunately, neither happpened. ended up, spent most of my free time catching up on the precious sleep.

thot of going out to watch a movie or something, tapi tak jadi. *sigh*

i need to sleep

it's 1.19am, and i just can't sleep.

lots of things happened in just a small frame of time.

received compliments from the SMs+Lene is back to Ireland, practicing her medical there+Lan has been selected to go for a training course overseas+she had a break-up+she just putus tunang+conversations with stalker+she hesitates, which proves everything+watched Kung Fu Panda+knew that there are others who spends their lunch time all alone, for no apparent reason+confronted Ms VP, and shared ways of improvement+we finally in good terms, again+i love my job

i just realised why ever since i started working with the Company, i don't talk much.
it has got to do with my line of work. HR.

there are loads of things that i would love to share with others. things that i think would erase the need for rumours and allegations.

unfortunately, i cannot. and i will not.

that's why i don't talk much nowadays. i'm afraid that i might ter-cakap things that is yet to be shared with the masses.

i don't talk nonsense much nowadays, because i believe that is just a waste of time.

i don't talk too much with people, because i find it uncomfortable to share some personal stuffs with someone who i just knew.

and i realised, all this while, i was having the wrong career impression.

i thought that just because i could talk, i would do best in marketing side.

unfortunately, that is incorrect.

i realised that i could talk to people, and i have high empathy to people. i guess i'm a good listener.

HR is where i am good in.

and i usually laugh in between conversation, not because i don't know what to say, it's just my way of acknowledging our conversation.

and she asked me the other day:

"ur laugh tu kan, is it dibuat-buat, or you memang suka ketawa?"
"why?"
"takdelah. u gelak macam bunyi ayam bekokok"

lepas tu aku gelak je.

(it's 1.33am, and i'm signing off)