Our Last Meeting - Ms Stalker and i

after weeks of not seeing each other, apart from the occasional hello here and there, we met and headed to our favourite fruit stall.

on way back to the office, we decided to find a place to sit, as it was still early, and lo and behold! we went to the same place we sat during our first meeting. (the fact that it only struck me on my way back home tonight, meant that even she did not realised about it!)

so we talked on how's life been treating us and everything, and after couple of minutes for pleasant intros, she asked me directly, "So Azamil, be honest here, do you really like her?"

" You know what, Azamil, you are just too transparent. and you are just too nice "
" I'm sure she already know by now that you like her, given how transparent you are. So she basically either pretending that she does not know, or she wants to see how far you will go "
" If she tell you that she likes you too, i'm pretty sure you akan melompat, kan? it's ok to be teruja "

and then she said something that i did not expect to come from her.

" I decided that i cannot like you, i mean to be more than friends, because of two things. "
" i know that i cannot like you, when i know that you have 6 sisters. well, i dah bagitau you dari dulu lagi kan yang it's my personal preference. but katakanlah if we are an item or what, that will be the secondary thing lah"

which leads to her main point,

" you have lots of girl-friends. and you are nice to all of them. saying that, i see that you give all of your girl-friends same amount of attention and nice-ties. it's hard to see if there would be differentiation and special attention "

" plus, nanti sure you suruh i control my words and perangai. kan? haa.. see! anyway, even my boyfriend sekarang pun dah hint2 for me to control.. hahaha "

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i guess people can easily read me like an open book, since Ms Stalker and Ms Jog managed to get kinda accurate impression about me.