mood swing

had a major mood swing last Monday. everything was OK when i stepped out of the office. then, one by one unfortunate events happened, and by the time i reached home, told Ummi:

rasa macam nak tumbuk orang je

tried to control the temper, but nearly lost while having dinner with the family. decided to retire to bed and have early nite off. switched on the air-cond, switched off the lights, and lay on my bed. unfortunately, the body was shivering so much, that even when i caught some winks, the temper was haunting my sleep.
get dressed, went out to the car, and drove away from house with musics blaring from the car's speakers. after few minutes, decided that driving with uncontrollable temper is not a wise option. went back home, then forced myself to sleep.

woke up early, and feeling refreshed. but was so tired throughout the day, that i nearly lose it when a friend had to reject my invitation to watch movie together later that night.

during drive back home, thought that i had to watch Transformers. went straight to Cineleisure.

had a good night.

on the other note, so sorry alia for turning down your offer, as on that time, i thought that i'll be going out that night with a friend.

and yea, had a session with a financial planner. and by tomorrow, i have to suggest at least one name to her. referral. interested to have someone plan your financial strategy?

as for now, i'm still shivering. guess i need to let go of this temper/anger. but how?

*sigh*

i really need an escapade holiday.

and yeap, i'm getting used back to watching movies alone. (^_^)

s.i.g.n.i.n.g.o.f.f