when the lights go off

people comes, people goes..sumtimes they stay for a while...

just another 2 months plus-plus before the 8 months tenure of industrial internships period reaches its end. time flies. very fast. felt like it was only last two weeks, when i first time reporting for duty..

we are only student trainees. our presence might not be as important as the senior engineers, or even junior engineers. we might not leave an impact here, unlike what others are doing right now. we might not developed an automation system, we might not designed some modules, we might not even know how does things works, and we might not even there when people stayed up till late night to finish their projects. so what do we gain? people will say, "look at you..spent 8 months, n u learned bullshit?"..if people say that to me, i guess i'll just reply, "F**k u"

it's not the systems being implemented that counts. not even the engineering designs. not even how many programming languages you mastered. not even how many plants u've been. it's what you gained. and believe me, i may not finish my internship and be a programming guru. i may not be among those people that can boast that "u see that thing? i developed it"..what i gained? F**k u, am not telling you..go find out urself

hehehe..my-my~.look at my language..very obscene..vulgar words..i guess it's the book that i read last night.."Hearts in Atlantis" by Stephen King...there were lots of F**K being used..whoopsiee daisy..ter-lepas lagi

people comes, people goes..sumtimes they stay for a while...

when they stay for a while, are they giving benefits to anybody? are they in a way or others, make that stay cherishable? or is it like staying a while just to have a short nap, or even stopped by the road to have a pee? and how long is "a while"??

too much questions..no answers given..

here i am..writing this kind of screwed-up entry, just to show people out there, how unstable my mind is right now.

p/s: people, pls invite me for gmail account??