Wednesday, 28 November 2007

entry saje je nak ada update


i guess it's true. the old adage, "it is lonely when you are at the top".

we kinda stopped interacting casually since that day. we used to hang out together, talked about anything. and now, when we met, it's either about work or project.

*sigh*


well, seems that street is the place to be right now. first, we have the Bersih thingy. then, we have the Hindraf thingy. what's next? an illegal gathering by the Chinese?

deja vu.

1969. figure it out.

stupid people.

the Malays are saying that the Government are doing nothing to protect their rightful interest.
the Indians are saying that they are being oppressed and depressed, thanks to pro-Bumiputera government.

two different causes, and two similarity.

both believed in protesting on the street.
both greatly being praised by international media for their honesty in highlighting their plight.

stupid.
and suddenly, in my frenster account, a friend of mine set his status as, "Malaysian Indian go to hell!!"

excuse me?

and a close relative of mine suggested, "susah2 kita hantar je derang balik India"

excuse me?

then the protesters or demonstrators that took part in Bersih and reformasi gathering should also be instructed to,"go to hell!!"

then the Malays are to be sent back home to Indonesia, since there is where our ancestors came from.

i am longing for the day, when people ask me, what is your race, i'd answer freely and happily, "im a Malaysian".

but till now, i am yet to do so.

why?

i guess deep inside me, i'm still a racist.

sucks kan?

Tuesday, 13 November 2007

apology

am i digressing?
thousand apologies for the previous entry. just needed a venue to express it. although, macam berterabur la pulak.

OK, OK. next post will be a proper one. i promise.

one-sided view

BERSIH: my point-of-view

disclaimer: this is my personal comment and thoughts.

it was a terrible day for vehicle-drivers in Klang Valley. massive traffic jams everywhere. luckily i was not one of them.

the reason for the traffic jams? massive police road-block.
why?
BERSIH gathering and rally to Istana Negara.

before i proceed with my rambling, here's a good point that i feel should be highlighted:

during Umno Youth gathering and rally from KLCC mosque to US embassy after that Friday prayer, did the police take any action (e.g resorting to water cannon, tear gas) to disperse the crowd? do the organisers even have police permit to do so?

oh, terlupa la plak. KJ was one of them.

ok, back to Bersih.

they claimed it was a non-political rally.
bullshit.

they questioned on why there is none of BN component parties joined the rally.
Pak Lah himself does not condone the gathering. dah ketua tak bagi, takkan nak join kot? nak gaduh2 macam Kayveas ngan Gerakan/MIC ke?

the rally is important as it shows how most Malaysians agree that EC is unfair.
another bullshit.
the record shows that our lot just like to be in the crowd. well, with the ever increasing cost of living especially in the metropolis, who would pass the opportunity to do so? best woo jalan ramai2. strength with the horde. strength in numbers.

mainstream medias are banned from reporting any report from the rally.
no wonder laa.. penat aku cek sokkabar online, nak tau what happened. nak cek kat website lain, kena register plak..aiseh..malas la plak.

i never liked these kind of gathering, since the days of "reformasi".

yeah. since those days. reminded me of clashes between anti-globalisation and security forces.
paling best, remind me of Indonesia.

ade changes ke? they protest and everything. ade hasil?

entah laa...



what we need right now is a strong Opposition. Opposition that truly play it roles in checking and balancing the government's power.

i thought that Barisan Alternatif might be the answer.

hahahahahahha....

ade lagi ke?

perhaps we should just stick to "two" party concept. BN and BA. then it will be easier.

ni idak. sorang nak bejuang atas nama agama, yang lagi satu atas dasar kaum, yang satu lagi atas dasar.. ermm.. nak memperjuangkan keadilan yang hanya mahu ditegakkan bila disisih daripada parti dahulu. altho i might say, those allegations memang tak berhati perut.

ada orang tanya, lepas pak lah, siapa yang patut naik?

KJ? derang kata xleh, sbb he's pro-US. hurmm... then most of Oppositions key-figures pun macam pro-US jugak kan? yelaa. bile some foreign minister from belah sana kata gomen kita tak adil, derang sokong. bile dulu one of them sokong reformasi movement, geng2 kat sini melaung-laungkan kata2 tersebut.

dua kali lima je.

najib? pon x boleh. sbb it's the wife yang kontrol sbnr-nya. hurmmm... rasanya presiden wanita tu pun sama je pengaruh dia kepada suaminya itu. sebabnya? waktu husband's downfall, dia support tanpa berbelah bahagi. and seharusnya, wanita itu dikagumi lebih dari lelaki itu.

*sigh* laie beberapa bulan je nak election. aku still belum dapat decide nak undi siapa.

well, betulla kot. politik itu kotor. cuma aku rasa yang aku akan undi is the party yang kurang sikit kotor dari party2 yang lain.

nak salahkan gomen atas masalah sosial?

hahahahhahaha... apa gunanya masyarakat dan sosial itu? apa peranan derang? kalo nak tunggu semua gomen buat, susah aa... birokrasi beb!


dah laa.. makin melalut dah entry ni.

semoga dgn Bersih itu, dapatlah kita mengamalkan Cara Hidup Bersih. ingat, Kitar Semula TanggungJawab kita semua!

chow

p/s: pakai warna kuning? cam gimik kat Thailand je :) tu pun Raja Siam publicly bertitah yang dia sapport rakyat.

Tuesday, 6 November 2007

goodbye my love

it is time to bid farewell.
it is unfortunate that we have to end this brief, but sweet relationship.
you were always by my side, even when i am all alone. accompanying me throughout the night with your soothing voice.
i was indecisive when i met. felt everything was good when i'm with you.

but now.

we just have to part ways.

the truth is, i've found a perfect companion. the one who truly meets the criteria that i've dreamt all along.

the one that i just couldn't stop thinking about.

and it happens to be, you are not it.




good bye, dear laptop.





and welcome, my new gaming rig!!!

AMD X2 5200 AM2
ASUS M2N-E NF 570U MAINBOARD
KINGSTON DDR2 1GB PC667
WESTERN DIGITAL 160GB 7200RPM SATA 2
160GB 5200RPM IDE
ASUS SATA DVDRW (LIGHTSCRIBE)
22" LG L226WTQ LCD MONITOR
ASUS EN8800GT 512/DDR3
MS WINDOWS VISTA HOME PREMIUM

orgasm!!!

Saturday, 3 November 2007

it's time

it's time..

to move on. the other person already has

to lay low. it's not easy nowadays when i wanted to meet them.

to look around. someone out there might hold the answer.


save the cheerleader. save the world

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