and the clock is ticking

am counting the seconds by now.
just a few hours, and

i'm theoretically a different person
i somehow will change like how Cinderella changed when the clock struck midnight
i'm suppose to be more mature

i guess now i understand how elmoreign felt. :)

nevertheless, i'll try my best to face it.

altho, the ghost of past memories will for sure haunt me, as the time coming by

and when everything's fine, i'll be standing on the same spot, acting as if nothing happened, altho at least something will happen!, pretending i'm still me.

but deep inside, i know. i'm a different man.

as the number increases, so does other expectations on you.

cheers, mate!