my first job dilemma

i hate doing things half-way, not till i gave up on it tho.
for those who's been left out of the loop, last friday, PETRONAS HR people called me and told me that there is an offer for me there.
what i did not know was how limited the time given was.
i had to undergone medical check-up that would take up to three working days for the results, days full of dilemma and weighing pros and cons, and also to juggle between preparing all the documents while maintaining my presence in the office. or in front of my Operation Manager.

*sigh*

some would say that i am lucky, but forgive me for not living up to your expectation. i am in a state of mind where i don't feel like boarding a different ship in the middle of the sea. it has been only three weeks of me being a staff of UOB, and to be honest i've started to fall in love with the challenges. and my colleagues too. they are very supportive, and that adds to the ever-piling emotion mountain of mine.

for the past few months, i practically counting the days on when will PETRONAS call me and say ,"hey, we have job for you!". and when i was employed by UOB, i thought that the earliest PETRONAS will offer me job there is on november - december. and basically i've psyched myself on facing the challenges of working in a Chinese-working-environment.

nevertheless, i am grateful for the opportunity to be part of PETRONAS workforce.
and i am looking forward to the challenges they will give to me.

bring it on!!