disturbed mind

people told me that i work well in the last minute. hence the "gelaran", master of last minute. i seldom complete my tasks way before the deadline, but instead just-in-time of the deadline. i seldom studied weeks before exams, even if i did, i gained only a small portion of what have been studied. i excelled at studying last minute. and Alhamdulillah, my brain managed to absorb the data and information.

so, the main question is: is it good or not? does being a last-minute person make you a not-so-productive or worse, no-good person?

i desperately wanted to change this habit of mine. for once, i would love to do things before its deadline. but due to my second name, PROCASTINATOR, i guess it will be hard for me to do so.

it's time for me to play Dido's song: WHite Flag

surrender? naahh...but i'll try my best to be divorced from MR PROCASTINATOR. somebody, help?