Saturday, 30 May 2009

always be my baby..




we were as one babe
for a moment in time
and it seemed everlasting
that you would always be mine
now you want to be free
so I'm letting you fly
cause i know in my heart babe
our love will never die,no!

you'll always be a part of me
i'm a part of you indefinitely
girl don't you know you can't escape me
ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on
time can't erase a feeling this strong
no way you're never gonna shake me
ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

i ain't gonna cry no
and i won't beg you to stay
if you're determined to leave boy
i will not stand in your way
but inevitably you'll be back again
cause ya know in your heart babe
our love will never end no
you'll always be a part of me
i'm part of you indefinitely
girl don't you know you can't escape me
ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on
time can't erase a feeling this strong
no way you're never gonna shake me
ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby

i know that you'll be back boy
when your days and your nights get a little bit colder ooohhh
i know that,you'll be right back, baby
oh, baby believe me it's only a matter of time
of time

you'll always be a part of me (oooohhhh)
i'm part of you indefinitely (oooohhhh)
girl don't you know you can't escape me (ooooohhhhhh)
ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on (and we will linger on)
time cant erase a feeling this strong (ohhhh)
no way you're never gonna shake me (oh baby)
ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby

you'll always be a part of me (yeah yeah oooohhhh)
i'm part of you indefinitely (oooohhhh)
girl don't you know you can't escape me (ooooohhhhhh)
ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby (no no)
and we'll linger on (you and I will always be)
time cant erase a feeling this strong
no way you're never gonna shake me (you & I)
ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby (you & I)

you and i will always be
no way your never gonna shake me
no way your never gonna shake me
you and i will always be..

gadget freak

on way back to her house, shasha planned to get herself a GPS for her gadget collections.

and i, shall not, must not, and will not lose to her. OK laa, dia ada Jazz, aku ada Waja je. tapi keta aku lagi macho kot. muahahahahaha

touch-phone: checked.
GPS: checked.
Gaming rig: checked. although seldomly used.
Game console: checked. Hurmm... have to upgrade it.
Laptop: why go for laptop, when you can have a cheapo ones, and much more lighter? I opt for netbook. checked.
Bluetooth headset: Checked.
LCD TV: hurmmm
Blu-Ray player: hurmm...
PDA or iPhone: nope. am sticking with my trusted XpressMusic. plus, i do not want to have anything associated with Apple, be it iPod, iPod touch, iPhone, Macbook, MacAir. regardless of how cool i will be with those gadgets. sorry.
Digital Frame: yezzaa!! checked.

ok. i have a confession to make as well.

i'm a spendthrift. on food and gadgets.

tinggi-tinggi gunung kinabalu

am i the girl-friend guy type?
i think so.

but, as "Pistol" Peter in "I Love You Man", i believe someday i will find that someone.
till that day, i'll always be there for my girlfriends. and the lads too. dont want to go through what Peter's ordeal before his big day.

anyway, bila laa korang nak datang Sabah ni? tak sabar nak tunjuk sumandak2 kat korang ni. :)

Monday, 25 May 2009

boomerang

to some, karma is a bitch.
to others, karma is unavoidable.

Me? I say that life is like a boomerang.

Wednesday, 20 May 2009

introvert entry

she was full of negative emotions, when she saw my name appears online in her IM's contacts.
And we chatted for good, while i tried to know more what happened thzt caused her to be full of anger.

then she told me, "i feel much better now i've talked with you. Tadi rasa macam nak explode je". Then we continue chatting, till a point whereby i shared with her why i am a truly a sanguine.

sometimes, i couldnt care less on the fact that i'm still single. Yet, sometimes i feel like i'm a loser for not having a gf. Yes, we sanguine tend to overly express ourselves.

at the end of our conversation, she told me, "i feel comfortable talking to you." and as parting gift, i gave her an advise, " share with your bf on your situation now. He should give you support. At least, that's what i'll do if my gf share with me on her 'situation'".

....

It is sad to realise that we never know how badly we miss each other. Well, at least i miss you that bad. Do you?

Tuesday, 12 May 2009

how to deal with lack of sugar

so she told me, "i was on mc yesterday. Went to see my doctor. Apparently i'm low on sugar"
So i told her, "meaning u ni kurang sweet la?"
"yeap. I sweet and sour"

So she wanted to have the proboscis monkey teddy bear, and i managed to get one for her.

So she told me, "u dont have to be sweet to me. Taula i ni low on sugar"

Hahaha..my dear, whoever told you you'll be getting it for free? I tolong belikan je.. Hehe

meetings and happenings

12/5 - kuala lumpur convention centre
13/5 - tower 1, PeTT
14/5 - tower 1, PeTT
15/5 - sko, miri
16/5 - sko, miri
17/5 - sko, miri
18/5 - tower 1, PeTT

while at tower 1, must visit level 26, 62 and 63.

Saturday, 9 May 2009

high on sugar

i'm high on sugar.
Drank 4 cans of assorted carbonated drinks, 1 can of livita honey, 1 bottle 1.5l of ice-cream soda carbonated drinks.

now i miss the nagging and lecturing. Haha

Ok, tomorrow is plain water only. And glasses of milo ping ;p

Wednesday, 6 May 2009

who is your "perfect match" quiz result

my facebook quiz result:

Azamil completed the quiz "Who is your "perfect match"?" with the result Ambitious & Driven

Your perfect match is someone who values success, is a natural born leader and constantly works hard to improve themselves and their life. They will deeply appreciate your ability to make them feel special. This type of person loves admiration and your giving, loving and wonderfully kind nature will make you their perfect mate. Your match also enjoys biking, hiking, working out and eating healthy--taking care of their body is a priority to them and they always look their best.This person will always protect you and keep your best interests at heart- they really want to go the extra mile to make you happy. The top traits they are looking for in a mate is loyalty and trustworthiness.They love a good challenge and are visionaries. This can hinder them when falling in love because they are very driven to find "the one" and won't settle for less. However, once they fall in love with you, they will be very affectionate and are enthusiastic about the relationship

Tuesday, 5 May 2009

it's tuesday

it's only tuesday, but we already make some plan to either go to Sandakan, Ranau, or Pulau Tiga.
well, since it's gonna be a long weekend kan?

but then, Pulau Tiga depends on the total cost. with my current financial situation, don't think it is feasible yet to splurge on tourism.

anyway, hope i'll get the chance to go to Labuan.

oh ya, after long hiatus since 1999, i'll be representing SBO for hockey! yeah! it's all due they do not have sufficient team-mate, so i offer myself to become the devoted bench-warmer. hehehe. janji dapat pegi miri! pastu dapat jersey free! hohohoho

but rest assured, it wont be a free-ride. i'll ensure i'll contribute to the team!

chayo2x!

Monday, 4 May 2009

update here and there

well, so far it has been a month of me in Kota Kinabalu, Sabah.
yes, i do have the periodic moments when i found myself missing home.
and as much as i'm not saying this, there are a list of people who i missed a lot while i'm here. so those people who i spent my time with during my previous 3+1 weekend, do know that you were in that list too.

so, what have i been up too?
i've done whitewater rafting at Sungai Padas. it was that damn good! furthermore, we went through rapid Level 3-4. and had a blast with the paddle-mates. :) Wendy, Stephanie, and Janet. hahahahaha. :)

been snorkelling at Sapi Island. thanks Zura for the invitation :) will go there at least once a month for my underwater escapade.

people suggested for me to go climb Mt Kinabalu and go diving. all i can say is, i'm targetting Mount Kinabalu by end of this year. thus, i will need to prepare physically and mentally.

next in line will be diving. for this, Nodi my dear, i am waiting for you, OK? lets do that together. if not this year, then early next year ke? so start saving the moolah, or yet, find a rich boyfriend! hehehe

on another note, i accidentally extended my Labour Day weekend, no thanks to my faulty biological clock. the flight was scheduled to depart by 9.30am, and i woke up that morning, at 8.00 am. and i only registered that i am bloody late, while i was having my shower. but things happen for reasons kan? turned out to be, i managed to meet up with Ummi and Abuya who were at Terengganu during the weekend.

financially, i'm having a big hole in my pocket now. the supposedly rm300++ trips KK-Kl turned out to be rm1000++. no thanks to last minute changes in flught schedule, and last-minute purchase of flight ticket.

however, life is good now. am in no hurry to find that someone yet. i believe i need to work hard for it, and considering how i'm behaving right now, there is no effort for it. thus, i consider it as not on top of high-priority list. don't get me wrong. there are several ladies that i'm interested in, but unless i change my behaviour, i don't think so it will ever work, at least for me. because that is the main reason for the previous break-up. i do not work hard for it. letting it go easily without ever trying to mend things back. unless i change, sampai bila-bila laa aku takde gelfren.

oh btw, i'm now a gadget freak, again.
just bought myself a netbook (i've always wanted one! Acer Aspire ONE D150.
and also, a digital photo frame (i thought frens would get me this for my farewell gift tho!), under the pretense of mu buying it as a wedding gift for a friend. hahahaha.
next in line would be Blackberry Storm. am saving my extra money, so i'm targeting to get a piece of Storm by end of this year. altho by that time, iPhone 3G v.20 dah keluar. but who cares? i hate Apple. hahahaha

oh btw Shasha, u still owe me 2 ketok kepalas from me, a date, and Chilli's for dinner. jangan ko lupa pulak.

and to GTS and Syeena, i'll be back on 13-14 may. so block your time after 6 on 13th, coz we are soo gonna go for karaoke session!

hahahahaha