longest middle finger salute

pupus

such an ironic.

the person you care most, is the one who doesn't care much about you.

well, family members excluded la kan. and best friends.

i'm getting tired playing this little game, "perhaps next time", day by day. perhaps it's time for me to get a new game?

pupus by Dewa is the song to listen to la kot?

2 girls and 2 boys

we were on the way to Bagan Lalang, for the much awaited "makan ikan bakar" session. while he was driving, we spend half of the journey singing songs played on the radio.
then, she posed this question:

"tell us, hari paling sedih in your life"

after we shared with each other, the saddest day in our life,

then she blurted a statement that caught me off my guard:

"you can change your personalities instantly"

suddenly,he posed a direct question to me:

"what do you look for from a woman?"
- someone who could assist me to understand me better
- sedap mata memandang
- someone whom i could have conversation with, anytime anywhere anything

then we asked her the same question:

"what do you look for from a man?"

when we reached home, something struck me hard on the head.

we are now emotionally attached to one another now.

the 300th post

she gave me a series of questions last night, and they were very thought provoking. and caused me to pause, and re-think back on my life's situation, and where i am now.

close your eyes, and answer this questions truthfully. there is no right or wrong answer. you don't have to think deeply to answer these questions. let the words come from your heart and mind, not from your deeply thought brain.

• imagine yourself in a forest. describe how the forest looks like. and what are you doing in the forest?

• think of a river. describe how the river looks like.

• imagine a key. how does it looks like? and what do you do with that key?

• a key. describe the key, and are you doing with it.

• there is a bear in front of you. describe the bear.

• now, visualise walls. describe on your visualisation.

• there is a teapot in front of you. describe the teapot, and what do you do with it?

• a house. what does it looks like?

• how will you describe a man(human)?

Waves of Changes

i was not in the country on that fateful day. was in Bukittinggi, Indonesia for a family trip.

i guess most people would already know that i am staunch UMNO supporters. yes,i am. and i believe that BN is what a good coalition party should be. under one banner, under one leadership, and under one united vision.

truth be told, when i heard that BN is losing its two-third majorities, it was a sad and depressing moment. and the fact that most newspapers in Indonesia highlighting the election and its results, whereby they clearly showed their inclination to the "opposition"; does not help much. well, add some uncles and father talking about why BN deserves these things, and how the "opposition" would ensure that things will be much better, i could only sit, listened and nodded to every points given.

it was like being awakened from a happy dream. abruptly, with pail of cold water disimbahkan kepadaku.

oh, another thing. Tun Dr Mahathir calls for Pak Lah to resign?
this is the man, that once upon time was hated by the "opposition", to the extent that he used to be their number one enemy.
and now, his call is echoed by the "opposition" leaders. huh?

dear Tun, as much i respect and thankful for all the efforts done to get us where we are now, my respect for you is eroding. please stop this nonsense. yes, Pak Lah should be held responsible for the losses, but to ask him to step down? did you step down when it was clearly shown that you were losing the Malay supports back in 1999?

anyway, BN lost its two-third majority. and yeah, several states were lost. this is going to be a wonderful 4-5 years.

to think of it, there is a popular saying that this shows malaysian voters are matured already. now is the time to see how matured our Representatives are.

blessing in disguises:-

1. all the claims that the election was already rigged before the E-Day proved to be a false claim and allegation
2. BN will have to re-brand it self
3. Legalisation of peaceful street demonstration?

anyway, since aku tak vote langsung aritu, although i am eligible to do so, maka selama 4 tahun ini aku akan menjadi pemerhati yang akan berat sebelah sikit di dalam senario politik negara kita. i didn't vote, so i guess my voice and opinion is useless :) maka, lebih baik menjadi pemerhati sahaja.

p/s: selagi tak salah guna duit petronas, selagi tu aku OK.
p-p/s: loyalty ku hanya pada DYMM Yang Di-Pertuan Agung dan DYMM Sultan Selangor