will do

just before she entered her house, told her to let me know when she reached the hotel.
and she said, will do.

and up till now, i am yet to hear anything from her.

*sigh*

ketok kepala tu kang

the irony

i realised something ironic today.

sometimes, it's the feeling of insecurity that make us secure.
and sometimes, feeling secured over something will cause the insecurity of it.

come to think of it, i should realise this years ago. 'duh!

live life as it is

live life as it is.

this is my current mantra. there are so many things that are up for grabs, as well as to chase for, but at the end of the day, you'll only live with what you have. stop pretending of who you are not. be real, and be yourself. nothing is more precious than who you really are. have time outs with friends, good friends and neighbours. spend quality times with your family and loved ones. spread love to others, while hoping that others will give you their love too. smile, even when you feel like not smiling. your smile might mean something wonderful to other souls.

i'm living my life as it is. and i'm loving it. and i love you.

three is not the lucky number

ONE:
she couldn't make it coz she was still on her way back home. and considering that she might want to have some rest, unload her stuffs and everything, going out that night is really not a good idea.

TWO:
had to cancel it again, due to visits from relatives. well, family first rite?

THREE:
last minute cancellation. her car's road tax was overdue. given her previous experience dealing with police officers, driving a car with already dead-road tax is really not a good idea.

should i be mad? in fact, do i even have the right to be mad at her? more like being upset la kot. but then again, it wasn't her fault we had to cancel the plan(s).

entah lah.

the good thing is, she told me:

"we will sure meet up some day"

a week full of excitement

good dinner with lovely companies at Victoria Stations; good time at Chilli's; enjoying Shrek 3 with one of my lovely best-girl-friends; two rows of night filled with laughters thanks to the Actorlympics shows; with great time at Avillion, Port Dickson to mark the end of the wonderful week i have.

chilling in Chilli's

dear readers,

please be advised that what i am about to write here is something that others might see it as imitating the way of cheap-@55, while the other side of the river might applaud me for my cleverness and even hailed me as a genius.

how to have one hell a good time at Chilli's.

we all know how expensive eating at established steakhouse could be, ya? well, what i'm about to share with you is something that you might have fantasising since your schooling days, even better, when you've finished your paycheck, but still want to hanging out at steakhouse, like Chilli's for example.

ladies and gentlemen, my friend and i had a good dinner at Chilli's. i had 3 serves of fruit juices, while she only drank a glass. plus a good food. 2 serves. and we only spent RM 29++.

how?

treat yourself (and your partner) for bottomless fruit juices, and for the main course, the bottomless chips.

hehehe.

we spent nearly an hour, eating chips and drinking glasses of juices, while waiting for the show to start.

told her something when we paid for the bill.

"nasib baik i dah kenal u 10 tahun"

(^_^)

bean sprout

we had lunch with a couple of friends. since she does not know any of them, she was just eating her food, and engaged with the conversation when she felt she wanted to. when we finished eating, the couple excused themselves for they have other things to attend to.

she looked at my plate, and pointed to my teppanyaki-ed bean sprouts.

"mil, u tak makan togeh ke?"
"tak habis. kenyang sangat makan teppanyaki ni"
"OK"

she took her fork, and scooped the bean sprouts into her plate, then she ate it.

"mil, nasib baik i dah kenal u 10 tahun"

game idaman

geek mode: ON

most people would know by this time, on the mega-announcement by Blizzard.
for those who has no idea on what on earth i'm talking about, Blizzard has announced that they are working on Starcraft 2.

yeap. Starcraft 2.

now, all i have to do is saving enough money to buy a new gaming rig, and while waiting for the release of Starcraft 2, i'll just wet my appetite by playing Command & Conquer 3: Tiberium War.

things to do:

1. save enough money
2. start saving
3. have enough money to buy new gaming rig

yeap. i'm all HYPE up! :)

"nuclear launch detected"

apple and windows

two main rivals, sharing a stage, and the outcome was good.
it's Steve Jobs from Apple, and Bill Gates from Microsoft.

Bill Gates and Steve Jobs at D5

its been a while since i last felt excited reading about these two people.

geek mode: ON